Emotional sensitivity and the Golden Light protection method

Being sensitive isn’t what it is cracked up to be, I can assure you.

In fact, most of the time, being sensitive is more of a curse than a blessing.

You see, I was always a sensitive person even from a young age. I expressed emotion a lot, whether it was tears of sadness, or joy.

Little did I know that I was also attracting other peoples energys towards me, calling it my own…. That will be a lesson that I would finally discover later in my life.

Then something happened.

I began to grow up

I revised for my exams, and my sensitivity began to turn against me!

It was probably due to the stress…

It first began with sleep. That began to suffer. I soon found myself having later and later nights.

Once upon a time, I would be in bed by 10’ish. Now, in college, I as going to bed as late as 12! (and when doing your A-levels, that is never a good idea).

On top of that, I would also wake up at around 7 in the morning, feeling groggy, and trudging down to the canteen to have my breakfast.

Boy, was I so wazzed out in the mornings.

This would begin my insomnia, which would take another decade and a half for me to have a remote grip on…

Talk about an uphill battle!

Then, I went to work for the first time in my life after I left college, and my sensitivity took a dark turn…

No longer was it about joy, but now discipline. I had to focus and be attentive. I had to be able to meet deadlines.

I was helping customer queries on the phone in a busy environment, which is hard even for a very logical person to deal with.

This would come with obvious mental consequences

The next would be concentration, and then memory. I soon found myself forgetting even the smallest things….this made my sleep even worse, and I began finding myself withdrawing more and more.

I became irrationally bitter and angry, for almost no reason. And of course, I was in an work environment, so I couldn’t lash out at anyone.

Does any of this sound familiar?

Fast forward 10 years, and I am well and truly involved in the spiritual journey.

I meditate on a regular basis, and I try to develop love wherever possible. I was learning about the merchanics of the soul, and I was having a few out-of-body experiences.

But I still felt peoples energy’s.

And that’s a problem!

What I hadn’t realised, was that due to my emotional sensitivity, I had very thin-walls

My subconscious was easily manipulatable

This meant that I would pick up on peoples energys more quickly than other people.

Like anything in life, having a thin-walled subconscious can be both a good and a bad thing…

On the plus side, it can be a great thing, because once you have leant to use your tool, life can become more simpler and  you are able to feel emotion more easily and effortlessly.

Plus you can manifest change that little bit quicker.

It could also be argued that you could remote view and remote influence more effectively as well. (but that topic will be for another day;-). Or to put it another way, you become more proficient with your psychic abilities.

The bad news is, that if you don’t understand the subconscious, you will be buffeted around by other peoples energetics.

And that’s not good if you don’t know yourself!

You will feel like you are in hell, so please pay attention to this article, as you could benefit tremendously from it.

Because until I discovered my subconscious, I was going through that hell.

I was constantly emotional, which meant that I couldn’t focus easily either at work or at home.

This led to developing addictions.

This was until I discovered the Golden Light Protection method.

And guess what?

This changed everything

Think of the golden shield as a steering wheel of a car…

You can have the best car in the world, but if you even attempt to steer the car using the original knob (what the wheel sits on top of), you will find it hard going turning that metal cylinder.

It will rub and hurt your hand. It may even cause bleeding, especially at top speed!

Add a nice leather steering wheel, and you’ve got options.

Not only are your hands protected, but you have a greater degree of accuracy wherever you wish to drive (and leather always feels nice to touch;-).

That is how good the Golden Light is.

It’s a simple exercise, and can work with anyone, but especially those who can feel emotions very easily.

The Golden Light protection is a method I got from Gerald O’Donnell, so all credit goes to him. And I now use it as frequently as I can to help stop the negative thoughts of others (and sometimes myself) influencing my inner love and peace.

Developing your Golden Light has the following benefits to you.

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-It allows you to keep your calm when there is a lot of negativity around.

-It keeps you slightly centred/grounded, so you can think more clearly.

-You will open up your Heart Chakra, which will release more Oxytocin into your blood, which has many health benefits (and is also great for sports performance)

-It stops you from being angry, allowing you to focus on your goals and becoming more productive.

-This in turn helps you with your job, your family and even your friends, which means that you can have more fun and happy times with them.

Creating and maintaining the Golden Light is is not as difficult as it sounds, and is pretty simple to maintain.

1. To start, just take a few moments to become mindful and attentive to this moment. Take a few deep breaths and feel yourself becoming mindful, the purpose being to clear your mind and be grounded.

2. Well you feel mentally clear and very relaxed, close your eyes and imagine golden light about the size of an egg that can cover your body swirling around you in a clockwise direction.

3. Imagine this turning into a shield covering you from head to toe, and being dazzled by it golden light, as it swirls around you quicker and faster than ever before. By now, you should be able to feel your Heart Chakra opening up and feel love encompass your body.

4. Try to keep this visualization up for a few minutes, until you feel very relaxed, peace and love, and then open your eyes.

You are essentially good to go!

Every-time you feel stiffled emotionally, or you can feel the negativity of others, just quickly visualize golden threads whizzing around your body at top speed, (You can do this with your eyes open if you want) filling you up with love and peace. (It goes without saying, but don’t try this in a moving vehicle, for obvious health and safety reasons)

Needless to say that when I did this, my emotions calmed down, and I began to feel almost empowered over my emotional state.

No longer was I going to be controlled by the emotions of other people, I was going to protect myself against that.

Combining this with mindfulness meditation, I found helped me also regulate my emotional control, which was benefited by the Golden Light. If you do find that you are using your shield a lot, then it may benefit you to practice meditating on a regular basis.

Meditation can be easy for some, not so easy for others. If you do find meditating difficult, I do recommend that you check out the ARVARI courses, which not only helps you meditate, but also helps you do other great stuff with your minds eye, such as increasing your intuition. To find out more details on the ARVARI course, please click here.

Practice the Golden Light protection method as many times as you like, and let me know how you get on with it.

Till next time,

Julian.

P.S. Using Golden Light to ward of negative energys to your aura is a great way to keeping yourself calm and re-focuses your energies without being too ungrounded and emotionally lost.

Creating a shield of Golden Light is not only easy to do, but has multiple health benefits, especially if you are emotionally sensitive.

Once you can get into a routine into maintaining this Golden Light when you feel emotionally exhausted not only wards of negative energy, but you will also feel peace and love and become more focused, which means you can lead a more abundant and happier lifestyle.

Combine this with meditation, and you have a great effective power-tool to use wherever you go.

To find out about other ways for meditation and to check out the ARVARI courses, please click here.

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Insomnia, Meditation, and an Intuition-booster!

Can I tell you what really pisses me off?

Being in bed, half asleep, on Monday morning, feeling crap, and barely having had 5 hours of sleep due to insomnia.

I hate insomnia.

It’s caused some of the worst problems of my life to happen. Almost too effortlessly.

Dragging your heavy-ass out of bed,  wacking on the cold shower just to wake up your dumbass brain is bad enough.

Then you have to quickly prepare yourself by putting on some clothes and then walking to your car while it is raining outside.

You’re essentially a zombie.

You get in the car, and do your usual gratitude affirmations, in a pathetic attempt at trying to force the world to be a more merciful place…

For a while, it almost works, but then you step into the office and all hell breaks loose….and all you wanted was an extra 2 hours in bed..

Thank god for mindfulness!

Thank god for the ability to walk to my car in my morning break, and actually zone out for a few minutes, so I can actually feel the skin on my body for the first time of the day.

At times, I don’t really care for the benefits of mindfulness. Whilst its good to know, I don’t give a crap. You wanna know why?

All I want is to feel alive!

I want a reason to live, and mindfulness does just that. I want to feel that little burst of energy in my head, that almost intuitively says that life is meant to be happy.

I want to feel great, albeit for a measly second, so that I don’t feel like running out of the office like a headless chicken at the first sign of trouble…

I want my life to mean something, and that is why I love mindfulness. I don’t want to walk around on autopilot, or even worse, like a zombie.

I want to feel like sunshine.

It’s like being given a key to a brand new sports-car.

All it takes is a bit of mental effort on your part, and boom, you are inside of a little piece of heaven.

It has gadgets and fantastic leather seats. It allows you to feel really safe, warm and comfortable. Heck, it has even got a nice little drinks cabinet, so you can enjoy some of that refreshing sports drink which makes you feel alive and shine.

The world is an awesome place again;-)

For what it is worth, mindfulness is a great way to bring some zest back into your life, get some mental energy back, all by taking up just a few short minutes. And I’m not talking about sitting down with your legs crossed (unless you’re a pro).

I’m talking about making a weird, but essential, daily commitment to actually putting your body to rest, and deliberately tuning out.

Doing this on a regular basis kicks some serious ass, and your brain will love you for it!

But do you want to know what’s even better? Combining it with a second exercise to super charge your intuition.

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This is the first time I’ve ever written this, so pay close attention:

Mindfulness on its own = great.

Mindfulness + Oneness = Seriously awesome intuition!

Wanna know why?

When you become mindful, your brainwaves begin to reduce the electrical activity, allowing you to be in the mid to deep alpha range (borderline theta). This is also the range for psychic ability.

All you do, therefore, is become mindful and then when the timing is right, become at, ‘one’ with everything.

It sounds weired (I know) but let me explain in more detail, so you get to learn this awesome variation.

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First, the mindfulness bit

1. Sit down or lie down and feel your heartbeat.

2. Learn to feel the beating of your heart, and when your imagination dies down, transfer your attention to your breathing, or the outside noise.

3. As you become more relaxed, just notice any images you have, and let them pass you by.

4. After a short while, you will feel very mindful, and will even feel energy flowing into your stomach area. You will have opened your Solar Plexus Chakra (non-physical vortex).

5. Keep this up, until you feel little energy bursts in your mind, which will be your cue for step 2

And now the oneness bit (step 2)

6. After being mindful for a while, and increasing mental energy, learn to shift your attention from the noise (breathing or outside) to the blackness of your closed eyelids.

7. This takes a bit of time to get used to, but imagine you are one with the blackness. See the blackness as a part of your EGO, as something that is with your body, just as your arms and legs are. Something that you could move.

And of course, we are not just talking about any part of the balckness, but the whole lot, so you may need to use your peripheral vision while doing this.

8. Done correctly and after a short while, you may feel a deep love emanate from your Heart. What is actually happening, is that you are opening up your Heart Chakra, and feeling that, ‘connectedness’ to the multiverse.

By doing this on a regular basis will ensure that you not only improve your mindfulness skills, but also increase your intuition as well.

And this intuition will go wherever you go. You can even begin to test it, to see how well something is before you have seen it.

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Lets say, for example, you are trying to find a missing dollar, and you have dropped it somewhere.

You could ask yourself if you will find it in the bedroom if you go searching for it. Notice the Heart area when you ask this question. If you feel little love, or no love at all, there is a high chance that the missing dollar is not in the bedroom.

On the other hand, if you feel a decent chunk of love pouring from your Heart, there is a good chance that you will find this missing dollar.

I recently had an experience of this.

I have recently developed a stupid habit of putting all of my loose change on one of my shelves. After each weekend, I would pour loads of small change, which included 10p’s and 20p’s onto my shelf. Needless to say, it looks like one of those coin games in a casino.

I needed to find a quick £1 coin, so I was moving the coins left and right.

Couldn’t find one.

I then began to use my intuition. I simply said to myself, that I will find a £1 coin. As soon as I did this, I could feel love emanating from my Heart Chakra, which was an indication to me that I was searching in the right place.

Lo and behold, I found one. Needless to say, I felt quite excited. And the other good news, my faith had increased;-)

By practising these two exercises side-by-side will not only allow you to become better at practising mindfulness and seeing the oneness with your eyes closed, but will also allow you to develop your intuition very quickly as well, which means that you can develop your 6th sense which will help you in your daily life.

Developing your intuition while practising mindfulness can be a great way of improving other aspects of your life. However, if you find that mindfulness in and of itself is something that you find difficult to achieve, there is another way you can increase your intuition.

Gerald O’Donnell has produced 2 courses which allows you to listen with your ears to guided instructions with relaxing music, which can also improve your intuition. For more details on the ARVARI courses including my review, please click here.

Till next time

Julian

P.S. Combining oneness and mindfulness is a great way of improving your intuitive ability. Not only will it allow you to become mindful relatively quickly, it will also allow you to develop your gut instinct as well.

However, mindfulness isn’t for everyone, and sometimes you will struggle to quieten your inner chatter. You may need to be helped to become relaxed. The ARVARI courses can be a great way in order for you to become relaxed quickly. To find out more details, please click here.

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The one exercise that could change your life, and 5 steps to achieve it.

I’m going to show you something that few people know…

This one exercise helped me start my spiritual journey.

The problem is, when we talk about, ‘life changing’ stuff, people automatically shut down.

It’s not our fault. We’re trained to do it.

However, I’m going to ask you to suspend your disbelief for just a few moments, and read this article in its entirety.

Because you never know, this article could be that, ‘gem in the rough’.

This could actually be life-changing!

You see, just like you, I was very sceptical.

No… actually I was a lot worse…

I was very cynical.

Being bought up in a cynical household, I had every reason to be.

That, and the very fact that I was also brought up as Roman Catholic.

So a church-goer, who is cynical, who had almost zilch passion for life.

Great combination

On top of that, I even thought that life was a waste of time.

After all, if we are all just skin and bones, being born just to pay tax and die into nothingness, then what was the point of it all? (as you can tell, I had a lot of friends;-).

Surely there is more to life that this?

And yet, as I went to church, there was a nagging feeling that there was something I was missing, the knowing of it would change everything.

Don’t you just love statements like that as well…

I will never forget the old story of the teenagers that are driving an old banger.

As they turn down a particularly nice, tidy street, they look around.

They see all of these nice clean posh houses, with lovely sports cars in their garages…

One guy looks at the other guy and says (the now infamous line), ‘There is something that we don’t know, the knowing of which will change everything‘.

I was like that 10 years ago.

Since then, I have asked a lot of deep questions, received very surprising answers and now meditate on a regular basis due to mental clarity as well as understanding some of the health benefits.

And it all began with a simple exercise,

that took less than 5 minutes

Actually, that’s a lie…

It all, truth be told, began with listening to a voice that told me to buy a certain book (which is still available online), which THEN led me to another book which talked about this exercise.

Before I forget, let me quickly tell you a few things…

This isn’t like any other exercises that you know (only a few of you will know this one).

This isn’t about opening your chakras, you even meditating deeply (that may come later…)

Or about EFT… although that’s very useful.

And it certainly isn’t about mindfulness either (although that could be a by-product of this).

Or about a visualization type of meditation exercise…not that there is anything wrong with those (of course;-).

This is something that for a few of you, will radically change how you perceive the world!

It did for me…

…and this is coming from a former cynic!

This is how good it can be

But before I carry on, just a few words of caution…

This exercise requires just two things: open mindedness and a mirror.

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Here’s why…

Opened mindedness is always crucial when trying a new exercise.

We’re so bombarded with crap info left, right and centre when it comes to online stuff, we have no idea who or what to trust.

That’s understandable and fair…

After all, whose fault is it that we are so sceptical? (and trust me, the answer isn’t yours;-)

So we are taught early on to not only develop our inner BS indicator, but also to fine tune it and listen to it as often as we can.

If we don’t we get burned.

Simple.

Yet, every now and again, a little bit of open mindedness can go along way. This is one of those times (again, don’t believe me, but try it and see for yourself;-)

and number 2, the mirror…

Well, lets just say that you’ll find out in a few moments;-)

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Enough waffling, here’s the exercise:

1 – Find a mirror that its around head height, or one which you can hold up to your face.

We are aiming to gaze into our own eyes, as the eyes are the windows to your soul. Of course, you have probably heard that loads of times, so this time, we are going to actually experience it, for experience creates wisdom (as you are about to discover, hopefully).

2 – Look at your eyes, and gaze at the black bits in the centre, that is called the pupil.

3 – Don’t strain hard, but gaze gently for a few minutes.

4 – What you should find is a deep peace which doesn’t emanate from your Heart area (this isn’t the Heart Chakra opening up, for once) but even more deeply from your centre of being.

5 – Keep gazing softly at your pupils until you have enough peace for the day;-)

That’s it.

Easy, wasn’t it

You may find that by doing this exercise, you might feel slightly light headed and feel you are going to faint and pass out.

Don’t worry abut this, as you’ll find that you should be able to stand up to the light headedness, enough to grow strong enough to handle the peace.

I remember when I first did this.

I was sceptical that it wasn’t going to work, and was so close to not even attempt this exercise (I still remember that moment to this very day.

Thank god I didn’t talk myself out of it! I remember walking to my bathroom, and looking into my eyes and felt like I was going to pass out.

But I didn’t, and survived long enough to tell the tale;-)

The whole experience lasted just a few minutes.

That was all I needed, and I began realising that I have been told a bunch of lies.

From that moment on, my BS indicator began getting better, as I could tell what information resonated with my being, and which stuff was just manipulation.

I also invite you to do the same, and begin seeing this as another simple meditation exercise (which it is!).

Of course, if you can combine this with meditating deeply, then that is even better.

Whilst I haven’t got the expertise to teach you, I know of someone who can.

His name is Gerald O’Donnell, and he has produced 2 courses which allow you to meditate deeply than ever before.

And when I mean deep, we’re talking about brainwaves that are into the Theta and even Delta range.

Now that’s deep!

Not only that, but these ARVARI courses can also help you increase you intuition, which can help you not only in your personal life but also reduce (and in some cases, avoid) dangerous situations before you find yourself involved in them.

To find out more about the ARVARI courses and to read my review, please click here.

Till next time

Julian

P.S. Looking into your eyes is a great way to connecting to your higher consciousness, or soul.

To do this requires that you use a mirror, and gaze gently at your pupils. By doing this, you will find a deep peace emanating deep within your centre of being.

Combining this with meditating deeply can bring some profound results. To find out more information about meditating deeply, please click here.

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Have a lot of nervous energy? Here’s 6 steps to get your peace back!

I’ll never forget the time I had read about ADD…

This is going back several years, and I already began the process of deconstructing the original stories that I was told when I was a kid.

Put simply, I was told a few things when I was very young, only half were remotely true.

So you can imagine my surprise that, when I began delving deeper into my mental issues, I came across ADD and began recognising a lot of the symptoms.

Just over 9 yeas ago, I moved out and into a whole new world of living on my own and the internet. Interestingly, my journey of self-discovery also began there.

The Journey had begun!

When I wasn’t gaming or watching porn (I am a former porn addict…I know, but I’m being honest here), I would read countless articles online.

I would also read many stories on people similar to myself, who had been almost duped by some of their peers.

Put it this way, I as told when I was younger that I had Aspergers syndrome, a particular type of autism. It turned out after studying my condition, that it was more similar to the symptoms of ADD (albeit a mild form) with symptom of mercury poisoning splashed in for good measure (thanks, Thimerosal!).

This is where it gets interesting…

All of this meant that my head was always in the clouds and that I couldn’t concentrate very easily.

Not necessarily a big deal in college (although you won’t be passing that many exams), but when you go to work and you get stressed, its a whole different ball game.

You see, when you are day-dreaming, you are essentially in the alpha state, which is the state to be in for hypnosis.

To sum this up, you essentially hypnotise yourself during stressful conditions, meaning that you take on a lot of bad beliefs without even realising it.

And don’t forget, your beliefs dictate you behaviours, so you are essentially in a funny, sick system, where you can buy all the self-improvement stuff that you want, (and even understand it all) but unable to implement barely 10% of it!

And that’s not fair

To my cost, I only truly realised this nearly 10 years later, and can now recognise the point when my mind feels slushy, and I know I’m heading for a hypnotic state.

I can pretty much snap out of this alpha state, although it sometimes takes a bit of effort.

And it isn’t always when I am sitting at a desk that I can slip into the alpha state, but can be when I am sometimes out and about, talking to people (this seems to happen quite a lot when I am talking to psychologically strong minded people…it’s as if their strong minds somehow renders my weak one useless…).

The thing is, ADD affects around 4% off the population for the US alone, and looks set to increase.

It can be really difficult to do tasks, especially if you are very sensitive as there is a lot of mental chaos in you brain. Even doing something that you partially enjoy can seem like a chore.

Boredom isn’t too far away!

And I can vouch for this.

For years, I have been in an office, where intense boredom mixed with intense stress taunted my mind for over 10 years.

When I finally moved department, it was like a big thick fog had lifted. I still had some thick mist mind you (thanks to insomnia) but it wasn’t nearly so bad.

So, what was the hack that I discovered, that not only helps you emotionally calm down and re-focus but is also a great way of calming the inner chatter in your mind, so that you can mindfully meditate a lot more easily.

Quite simply, all I do is tap.

That’s it.

This isn’t EFT in case you are wondering (well the last part is, but not the main steps).

I suspected that all of my fantasying came from one thing… an over-stimulated right-hemisphered brain.

I kinda realised that if I was getting a lot of nervous energy (I have always figited, and couldn’t sit still), I realised that I had a lot of energy inside me that I couldn’t use.

I also understood that I had to simply, ‘logicalise’ this energy, to calm my inner mind down and bring the balance of energy in my brain back.

This helped me get back my mind back to focus and peace.

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Or to put it another way, I was able to reduce the amount of imagery in my mind, by consciously moving my body, instead of subconsciously moving my body (and don’t forget, nervous energy is also an indication of an over-stimulated sympathetic nervous system).

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So what you do is this:

1– Notice the next time you are fantasying or are using a lot of nervous energy.

2– You may also notice the hidden anxiety (there will be some) and realise that your breathing is probably shallow.

3– When you notice that you are using nervous energy, you are unable to sit still, figiting around, daydreaming etc, start consciously tapping.

4– This can be done anywhere, on your body, at your desk…anywhere where you can tap without making a loud noise (best not to disturb people;-).

5– You will find that within 2 minutes, you will become more calm, more mindful, your breathing will be coming from you belly (not always, but sometimes) and you may even find that some Oxytocin will be released (feeling warm around your heart).

6– As a bonus second tip, you can use the EFT quick version, which is to try tapping your wrist with 2 fingers, as this can help the meridians disperse the nervous energy.

Tapping when you get nervous is an excellent simple and free way to reduce the brain chaos and to help steer the ship around, so to speak.

By doing this when you get nervous, you will reduce your anxiety so you can feel more at peace and be more productive with your goals, so you can lead a more happier and abundant lifestyle.

You can also combine this with your meditation practice.

Find a place to sit or lie down, and tap your fingers consciously to help reduce your inner mind imagery if you have difficulty in calming your mind down.

You will find that by doing this for a short while will allow you to achieve mindfulness that little bit more quicker, and you will be able to achieve peace more easier and effortlessly than ever before.

If you do want to find an equally easier way to meditate deeper, you can try the ARVARI courses by Gerald O’Donnell. They are a CD course which, when listened to, allow you to enter very deep states of meditation from Alpha to Delta.

If you wish to find out more details and to read my review, click here.

Till next time

Julian.

P.S. Day-dreaming most of the time can mean that you may have a symptom of ADD, especially if you have a lot of nervous energy, or that you cannot sit still. This can be disruptive in school or work, and can cause issues with your mental health and your family.

Tapping consciously can be a great way to bring mental clarity back and can help you remain calm in nervous situations. By tapping your fingers, you can help calm yourself down emotionally, bringing peace, being able to re-focus as well as making mindfulness more easier for you.

Practising meditation is another great way to help keep you focused. If you want to find out how to achieve very deep states of meditation and to find out more details on the ARVARI course, please click here.

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